hello, i am here too!

always wonder  why i have to say this ‘hello, i am also here…’ sometimes i have to be loud, sometime it is just my thinking.. but the thought is there almost every time anyways… why is that.. am i so transparent? 

childhood… did anyone even notice that i too was around?

high school.. was probably good.. had my visibility

pu college.. well, i was one among so many…

engineering… huh, i had to shout almost all the time.. me too.. i am there.. please consider me tooooo

there is always someone to take away whatever little attention i could get…

though i am into many friend groups, everyone forgets me to invite or include.. coincidence or something wrong ?? why do i have to remind always that i am also there…

at work, how come i am not at all up to date? others seems to be having so much info… not sure how and where they get all the info.. but where am i lacking.. why is that i have to keep asking for details.. why don't i get it in the first place… 

‘hello i am also there!…’ keeps ringing…and ringing in the empty head of mine…